Lesson of Life

Yesterday I heard a story about Farrah Fawchett and also watched the movie "Speed" again for the 100th time last nite.. Well, not exactly 100 times but you get what I mean.. =)

After reading the story and watching this movie, it makes me think a lot about the life you live. Then when there were this scene in the movie where it shows the expression of Harry just a moment before he died by the bomb, it was like “oh.. shit” that kind of thing. Then it makes me think, what if I was in his position at that time? Then I would think " Is this my time to die? But I don't want to die.... I still have a lot of things to do.." well, I actually dream about it several times. Like when I was in the flight to Papua (I've never been there and I don't know why Papua either), the plane just went off the cliff. Then the plane didn't crash and we still have time to think and so on. We do have time to think but we didn’t have any way out of the plane as well. So that was the time where I felt so useless and powerless.

Then, about the story about Farrah Fawchett, she had a cancer before but it was removed before it comes back again recently. Well apparently it wasn’t only cancer that was detected, but also 9 tumours were found in her liver. It was scary, but the lesson that we should learn from her is that she sees everything positively. She didn’t whine, nor give up. Her will to live is so big that when I hear a story about her, I almost cried.

So, it made me realise it is better for you to do whatever you want now as you cannot predict what will happen to you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. It is better to regret the things you have done now rather than regret later for not doing anything, right? Well, I always embarrassed myself in front of people but well at least I’m happy now. So what I’m trying to say here is that you don’t have to be stressed all the time. You should enjoy your life and don’t go to the darkside like smoking, drinking, doing drugs, gambling and all sorts of thing.

Well, maybe I just think too much.. I'm just to bored in library right now and suddenly I have the urge to write a blog.. Lol.. Crazy me.... Okay.. Shud be back studying again now..


Xoxo,
Fiona Ng

ps: longest post i have ever written.. =p

All I can do is COMPLAINING...

I had 2 group meetings today and basically I didn’t do anything. Sigh. Exams are coming in 3 weeks time and I haven’t prepared for anything and also I couldn’t do all of my assignments. But the amazing thing is I didn’t feel so stressed out about it. Why?? What’s wrong with me?? I don’t want to fail any of my subjects this semester but still, I lost my will to study. I just wanted to finish it on time. Sometimes I wonder why I chose this degree. It doesn’t suit me and I’m struggling right now. It’s not that the courses are hard but I just have to spend a lot of time studying and stuff and I just couldn’t be bothered to study all the time. I know that in the end I won’t really use my degree as I will work with my dad anyways. I might as well take something fun and doesn’t really take much of my time. I was sitting like a retard today and that obviously doesn’t feel really nice. Sigh. I wonder why I lost all my will to study. I was quite useful at the start of the semester, however somewhere in between I lost all my willfulness. I did all my assignments in advance, I did my tutorial works, I revised all my lecture but after the Easter break, I just lost it all. I didn’t want to study, I didn’t want to catch-up on my works. Sigh. What the hell had happen to me?

Well, hopefully I can pass all my subjects. I just want to finish my course on time!!! Wish me luck, guys.. ^.^ starting next week, I will really spent my time a lot in the library and catch up on all my subjects before the exams, then after that I will party like animal!!! Muahahahahahahaha..=p

Abnormality

Is it normal to like a guy this month and the next month you like another guy? Well I think it’s not normal. But unfortunately, it happens to me anyway. So because of this, I was acknowledged by my friends as a playgirl. So here is the story, 2 months ago I had a feeling towards someone whom I bet you don’t really want to know. Then just last month I developed a feeling towards someone else (this I think it’s not really important anymore since I like another guy now. and I have no feelings towards him anymore). And from the previous post, you know how I said I was into Mr. R the other day? Now I kind of like another guy. Again. Hmm.. well, maybe you could say that I like 2 guys at the same time? No, actually 3. Lolls. Idk. Either way, it’s not ethical. Hahahaha… shame on me..

Anw, I planned to write a lot of stuff today. However, thanks to my assignment, I was awake all night yesterday doing my report and here I am still wondering why am I not in my bed? so, yeah. I couldn’t write longer blog since my brain is working slower than usual and my eyes don’t really cope with me much. So I guess I’ll just stop here and continue with my “sorority life” from facebook before I go to bed.

XOXO,

Fiona Ng

So into Mr. R

What is it like to love someone?
How does it taste?
Is it sweet? Is it bitter?
I hope someone would tell me how it feels like.

Based on my experience, love is the combination of both.
In fact, you taste bitterness more than the sweetness.
But then again when you always felt bitter, once you find sweets than you can become happier.

LOL. I know that I am so random. But randomness is fun.....

My birthday is coming in 2 weeks time. Should I be happy? HELL YES!!!
I am 20 now!! well, in a way, this is the age where you have to be really mature. And this is also the time to think about the future. what would I become? who will be my partner in life? And that also means I have to be more organize and take care of myself.

and here goes some random photos I wanted to share.

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