All I can do is COMPLAINING...

I had 2 group meetings today and basically I didn’t do anything. Sigh. Exams are coming in 3 weeks time and I haven’t prepared for anything and also I couldn’t do all of my assignments. But the amazing thing is I didn’t feel so stressed out about it. Why?? What’s wrong with me?? I don’t want to fail any of my subjects this semester but still, I lost my will to study. I just wanted to finish it on time. Sometimes I wonder why I chose this degree. It doesn’t suit me and I’m struggling right now. It’s not that the courses are hard but I just have to spend a lot of time studying and stuff and I just couldn’t be bothered to study all the time. I know that in the end I won’t really use my degree as I will work with my dad anyways. I might as well take something fun and doesn’t really take much of my time. I was sitting like a retard today and that obviously doesn’t feel really nice. Sigh. I wonder why I lost all my will to study. I was quite useful at the start of the semester, however somewhere in between I lost all my willfulness. I did all my assignments in advance, I did my tutorial works, I revised all my lecture but after the Easter break, I just lost it all. I didn’t want to study, I didn’t want to catch-up on my works. Sigh. What the hell had happen to me?

Well, hopefully I can pass all my subjects. I just want to finish my course on time!!! Wish me luck, guys.. ^.^ starting next week, I will really spent my time a lot in the library and catch up on all my subjects before the exams, then after that I will party like animal!!! Muahahahahahahaha..=p

Abnormality

Is it normal to like a guy this month and the next month you like another guy? Well I think it’s not normal. But unfortunately, it happens to me anyway. So because of this, I was acknowledged by my friends as a playgirl. So here is the story, 2 months ago I had a feeling towards someone whom I bet you don’t really want to know. Then just last month I developed a feeling towards someone else (this I think it’s not really important anymore since I like another guy now. and I have no feelings towards him anymore). And from the previous post, you know how I said I was into Mr. R the other day? Now I kind of like another guy. Again. Hmm.. well, maybe you could say that I like 2 guys at the same time? No, actually 3. Lolls. Idk. Either way, it’s not ethical. Hahahaha… shame on me..

Anw, I planned to write a lot of stuff today. However, thanks to my assignment, I was awake all night yesterday doing my report and here I am still wondering why am I not in my bed? so, yeah. I couldn’t write longer blog since my brain is working slower than usual and my eyes don’t really cope with me much. So I guess I’ll just stop here and continue with my “sorority life” from facebook before I go to bed.

XOXO,

Fiona Ng

So into Mr. R

What is it like to love someone?
How does it taste?
Is it sweet? Is it bitter?
I hope someone would tell me how it feels like.

Based on my experience, love is the combination of both.
In fact, you taste bitterness more than the sweetness.
But then again when you always felt bitter, once you find sweets than you can become happier.

LOL. I know that I am so random. But randomness is fun.....

My birthday is coming in 2 weeks time. Should I be happy? HELL YES!!!
I am 20 now!! well, in a way, this is the age where you have to be really mature. And this is also the time to think about the future. what would I become? who will be my partner in life? And that also means I have to be more organize and take care of myself.

and here goes some random photos I wanted to share.

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April Madness

Sitting in the middle of the Percy Baxter computer lab located at the first floor of Baillieu Library, University of Melbourne, writing in this computer after doing my assignment, feels incredibly relaxed.

I haven’t written anything these past few days and sometimes I think writing blog has become one of my many assignments. Well, I cannot complain much though since it was my choice at first to start this blog. It is actually fun in a way that I can pour what’s in my head into the internet and share it with everyone who is willing to read my thoughts and share it with me.

I’ve been really busy these past few days coz of the workloads from uni and moreover my family just came over for my sister’s graduation. So, I’ve been having fun all days with my family..=D

Since my last post, I’ve been to Nora’s BBQ at Port Melbourne (nice view with yummy food… what more can u ask?), karoke-ing at Bebeth’s house (cool place to hang out!), MaJazzTic (event held by PPIA Melb Uni, the best event of the month!!=P), Fenella’s graduation (can’t wait for my own!!). All of those are the big events worth mentioning =D

Cute!!

Just want to share this cute advertisement from Lancome's eye cream...


With lots of love,
Fiona Ng

feeling exhausted..

you know that you can think quicker, better and actually smarter when you act quickly?? Well, it’s true you know.. So for those who act slowly, it is better to increase your pace.. it’s for the sake of people around you and yourself.. why wasting your life span?? Rite rite?

Just some recap of my activity this week.

I went to library almost everyday from 3 PM – 10 PM. Can you believe that?? 7 hours straight!! Sigh.. how sad is that??T.T Well, it’s not like I have a choice anyway. I had mid-sem test this morning and assignment ATA due tomorrow. And I have 2 assignments due on Monday, and all of them are hard!!! Well, I might as well just enjoy this uni life..^.^

Since I’ve spent my time in library this week, so I guessed I don’t really have anything to talk about. Except I went to Fara’s wedding last Saturday and it was hell lot of fun!!=P and after that I spent most of the evening with my high school friends at the beach. It was perfect sunny day…. Here’s some photo of the weekends..

xoxo,
Fiona Ng

Tuesdayy..

Helloww....

Today I'm not as depressed as I was yesterday.. Today was so much better.. I feel a lot happier even though I didn’t really understand the tute much. The tute was about static and you sure do know how sucks that topic is.. I have to find all the forces for the beam and stuff, well it can change your mood from depressed to really happy when you can solve all the problems. Probably that’s why I feel happier now. ^^

Today is the day where my favorite drama comes out… junpyooo!!!=0 cuteneesssss… can’t ever get enough of him… I love how he cares, looks, smile to the one and only girl he loves.. sighh... How can I ever find a guy like him?? I want junpyoo!! Sigh.. this is probably why I would never ever find a boyfriend….T.T

Anyway, I just got my casing that I bought from ebay for my blackberry… sooooooo cuteeeee……

First Post Ever....

Hi,

My name is Fiona and I am 19 years old. I came from Indonesia and currently studying at Melbourne University in Australia. I've been in Melbourne for about 4 years now and it kinda sucked!! well, it sucked a lot that I really want to escape from here and go back to Indonesia.. T.T But sometimes it can be nice too... ^^ like how i love spending time with my friends a lot and i love the fashion style here... and I love my uni tooo (as if!! =p)....

Anyway, I decided to create this blog cause I don't have anything better to do. LOL.. And some of my friends said that this blogging thing is actually fun!! so i might as well try it.. Since I have lots of things that stressing me now!!>.<

Cheers,

Fiona Ng