All I can do is COMPLAINING...

I had 2 group meetings today and basically I didn’t do anything. Sigh. Exams are coming in 3 weeks time and I haven’t prepared for anything and also I couldn’t do all of my assignments. But the amazing thing is I didn’t feel so stressed out about it. Why?? What’s wrong with me?? I don’t want to fail any of my subjects this semester but still, I lost my will to study. I just wanted to finish it on time. Sometimes I wonder why I chose this degree. It doesn’t suit me and I’m struggling right now. It’s not that the courses are hard but I just have to spend a lot of time studying and stuff and I just couldn’t be bothered to study all the time. I know that in the end I won’t really use my degree as I will work with my dad anyways. I might as well take something fun and doesn’t really take much of my time. I was sitting like a retard today and that obviously doesn’t feel really nice. Sigh. I wonder why I lost all my will to study. I was quite useful at the start of the semester, however somewhere in between I lost all my willfulness. I did all my assignments in advance, I did my tutorial works, I revised all my lecture but after the Easter break, I just lost it all. I didn’t want to study, I didn’t want to catch-up on my works. Sigh. What the hell had happen to me?

Well, hopefully I can pass all my subjects. I just want to finish my course on time!!! Wish me luck, guys.. ^.^ starting next week, I will really spent my time a lot in the library and catch up on all my subjects before the exams, then after that I will party like animal!!! Muahahahahahahaha..=p